I am at my new favourite place trying to study for ideas.hahaha, but i ended up facebooking and friendstering for some strange reason
rather, i chanced upon photos of camp nexus! hahah.
for those of you that still rmb, it's the sec one orientation camp tt the council planned.
oh gosh! this huge sense of nolstalgia just overwhelmed me.
i wanna go back to sjc.
i dont know, when i look at the all so familiar face that have become a little distant now, i cant help but have my mind trail back to those days. it felt like i just had a casual conversation with christi, just met tang down the corridor, teased aniszah while walking up the stairs and pulled a prank on polar in class. yeah. well i miss those juicy action! i miss those people.
like deep down, they'll imprinted in me somewhat. they're like part of a blueprint of a building. rather impressions of each and every single soul. little moments of them. are just part of this blueprint that makes up me i guess. gosh why the use of blueprint as a metaphor! hahaha
i just thought of zumthor and all those architects and their floor plan that's why.
i miss those day where athena and i will fight over the slightest matter. polala being caught in between. wen feng taking an extreme side. ansizah trying to make us believe it'll all work and menaga forever willing to do everything and make everything alright!
i miss sjc's council. really. a lot more than sa's i guess.
like sa was a more fleeting kind of thing. but what i had with the 3rd was real.
i dont know. i miss everyone of them and the things they do and say. yes including lynn swearing. hahaa.
yes i still do meet christi, polala cor they all, but well, those were moments in school. moments that had a very unique quality about them. like it was a sort of community joy. perhaps this is where the idea of stradkrone (if i spelt it correctly) came about. i seriously think im using the term out of context. but i get it.
life's going by so quickly that im not catchin it anymore.
but i guess like sjc, i'll look back and realised that when im truly living every moment, that's when im truly feeling.
i guess it's true how the idea of experiences and embedded memories are truly what makes us, us. it gives us a renewed purpose somehow.
alright! i better stop digressing and STUDY!
-3:17 PM
hahahah! wohoo! guess what! i managed to insert a pic to the template! Well! i know it's no biggie but for a tech idiot, this is quite something alright! i think the size of the picture is a bit too big! But i've spent the past few hours adjusting and trying to do something about it! i shall live with it lah huh! (doesnt this prove that i've got no ocd) okay! TODAY! Went to Chanxi's bday party at the boathouse! it was pretty fun! got to see the bday girl, dawn, margs, bird and chuchu so that was really cool! oh yes, it was a theme party, school uniform with a twist. unfortunately, i didnt read the event invitation on facebook properly and i really went in sch u! but dear dawn was nice enough to save me with a raffles primary tie!
oh i told dawn i'll talk about my lovable kids! And, Dawn go check out facebook okay!
okay! here's one courage! cute right! ahhh i love this class
heh! here's reiko and her bunny ears trick! dont you think she looks really cute? haha!
Yes, and here's halim and jason! they look really adorable too right!
Ms. Bey, i'll tell you more stories when we meet up okay! :D
alright, since i've decided to revive this blog like hours ago, (oh yes, before this, this blog was dead and i was about to delete my acct) i shall talk about mundane stuff!
got home after the party and i got some letter from nus. im really conflicted cause i wanna go for the architecture camp, yet i kinda wanna go for the cross fac one. yes i could go for both, but the biggest problem is they fall on the same day and i've paid for the cross fac one like a day ago so technically i cant sign up for the archi one! argh. so i wont get to know my classmates beforehand. :( hahaha! and my first day of sch would probably be like my first day in sa aye! i rmb making friends with chanxi (she was like, erm your name is priscilla right? uh huh cause it says so on some file haha), thinking dawn looked cool, (cause of her brown bag and the hair i guess) and that christine was really sporty (she was chao dao, so that was to be expected). yes! FIRST DAY of something all over again.
hmmmm! i suddenly feel like painting. maybe sometime soon. cause im preety zonked out now!
-2:25 AM
hello world.
i just realised how SLOW POK I AM.
i went to facebook today. like finally after a long time
i like went through 64 friend request!
omg, and i realise how long i've been MISSING.
heh!
okay, i went SHOPPING TODAY WITH CHRISTI!
yes! another shopping trip! we saw quite a bit of cool stuff.
ahem ahem, christi's 'island shop' bag! heh!
i thought that was the most OMG, I CANT BELIEVE THEY'LL SELLING IT HERE kinda thing!
yes, and i discover a fellow couterpart in terms of intellect. hahah.
well to put it simply, we found out that it takes millions of years for us to complete reading a book! christi aspires to finish her book! READ THE WHOLE BOOK ARH. make your 17 bucks plus plus WORTHWHILE!
alright, im gonna learn how to explore facebook.
toodles.
-11:37 PM
HEELLLLLOOOOO!
HEH!
I FEEL HAPPY!
why, cause i think calvin's bday video is uber cool,
cause i did a bit of shopping (sinful) with quek,
and because i ate sambal sotong for dinner! WHOOPEE
okay, im starting to enjoy my holidays,
though i'll probably be working v.v.v. SOON.
there goes my one star kayaking course yada yada yadah!
hahaha.
okay! i think im 'siming' soon.
quek will be too! hahah!
so toodles!
-10:08 PM
HAHAH.
I WENT OUT WITH A BIG TIME SHOPPING QUEEN TODAY!
yes and that person is none other than JIALUN.
yeah shopping was a blast! we were really like two crazy girls going to every shop and commenting on everything we laid our eyes on! hahah! tried tons of stuff! jialun said she'll kill me if she didnt get anything. but hey, im alive! so yeah she bought loads of stuff! well she bought a dress and this half jacket. the half jacket was really cool! i got the black one! heh! yes and we like walked around millions of times before buying it!
SUPER COOL LAH!
she's sucha nice shopping date!
yikes now my feet hurts! i was walking in new shoes! fortunately, no blisters! heh. but my toes were a lil cramp and now they officially hurt! :( oh well, shopping was worth it.
and now we're officially broke!
im officially broke, considering that this wasnt my first after A's shopping.
for the girls out there who havent done your shopping yet,
you have no idea how crazy you can get while shopping!
loads of things are bound to catch your eyes! and you'll be spoilt for choice.
well, A's have robbed us of shopping! so yeah, you'll go real crazy. trust me.
jialun and I are your prime examples. HAHA.
okay! i'll go window shop now!
toodles!
-12:07 AM
AHHHHH
I MISS SCHOOL!
I MISS COUNCIL MORE!
i was just watching our thank you video, i realise, i realise that i miss council oh so much! like really! i never thought i'll feel this way. like watching the thank you video. the whole council in our red jersey and hearing the once oh so familiar voices just made me really miss council. like check out each and everyone's smile! it's so reassuring. i dont know! so homily.
ahhh. i dont know. if not for my dear 30th school would have been quite crappy. and now that school is over. it's just sad that i dont have to go back for meetings and dry runs anymore (to think i used to dread them. heh)
well im gonna watch more videos. and continue missing my council.
-11:52 PM
SAB'S BELATED BDAY @ THE BALCONY
okay, the balcony is pretty cool lah! they've got rocking chairs! as in the chairs there are all rocking chairs! so i was happily rocking away while eating. hmmm.
yeah! i think the place is a pretty nice place though.
alright! today i went swimming! heh. didnt finish my usual rounds cause i was feeling moody! so yeah! i did like 30 laps? and i felt too sad to continue. heh!. dont ask why! but im all good now, and im mighty glad i went swimming! hahah im lookin forward to tmr though cause im meeting jialun for porridge! frog porridge! YUM YUM! :D
the problem is, i need to find the shop! and it usually opens at night :(
oh wells.
we'll find a way i guess! until then lah! cause my pizza's here! whoopee!
-9:16 PM
hmmmm.
okay im not gonna complain about my uninteresting life.
i just happen to stumble on a blog entry real long ago. well i stumbled it by chance. it was written on the 23 nov 2007, and now im officially looking at it a year later.
the funny thing is that, in that old post i was looking back and reflecting on how i felt the year before meaning 2006 this period too. hmmm. and guess what the funny thing is, stuff that i wrote in there hit me. so techinically what i wrote a year before managed to rub off some sort of impact on me now. heh. okay i personally think this whole time thing is rather cool.
okay so i shall follow up on tradition and reflect on the past year. hmmm. was i happier or sader? most definitely happier. i look at that old post and i felt that as much as i was letting go of things, i was still burdened by it. but nah, not anymore. hello it's been two whole years!
yes yes! so as much as im bored, im thankful that im not weighed down by anything
it's not a good idea to spend christmas and chinese new year all gloomy and burdened by stuff right? yeah! though uni is still really far away! i heard it starts in august! imagine the horror if im still jobless. nah! i'll get a job lah! hahah. this is funny, im like all worried about the whole job thing, i really sound like some kuku suffering from frictional unemployment. heh.
oh wells. back to the whole reflection thingy. things change. and it's scary how they do right? but it's a part and parcel of life. when i read it, i was just pretty shock cause i never knew that stuff like that meant that much to me. erm, guess im more hmmm. zen about things right now. yeah, being zen is cool
on another note! desperate housewives is not all that frivolous, contary to popular beliefs. yeah some natural disaster hit the neighbourhood and the whole place was in a mess, and people started doing the nicest thing. like there's this scene where eddy saved gabby, and edddy that kuku irritating you know what, held the hands of this old grouchy lady when they heard she lost a friend. and the reason why her friend died, is cause she tried to save this family of 7. like she wanted the kids to be save and so she hid them, but there wasnt space for her. so she sacrificed herself. i was literally touched to tears. awww. dont laugh okay, people do cry over desperate housewives. they do nice stuff sometimes too! hahaha
alright! that should put a smile on your face!
hmm, and as they say " a smile a day keeps a doctor away aye",
goodie cause you wont be needing one today yeah?
PS: yes i know i totally misquote that oh so popular quote, but let it pass lah? cause it's quite cool cool (kuku) hahah. doubt you'll get it! oh well!
goodnight people.
-12:36 AM
